So, after the somewhat painful experience that was last weekend I found myself at a bit of a loss for what to do last night. After consultation it seemed that only myself and Lev were free so Snakes on a Plane it was, with a potential attempt at the Redbrick meetup if I thought I could manage it.
So, Snakes on a Plane then. Best worst movie ever. Not much else to be said about it really.
Right, so onward then. To McDonalds to placate my empty stomach with crap, make it stop burning. I'm stil not able to hold stuff down properly but involuntary bullemia is preferable to involuntary anorexia. That done, to Doyles.
Doyles. God do I hate that place. Ah well, it's where all the Redbrick stuff is on, for whatever stupid reason. Anyway, we turned up, everyone was supprised to see us. There were a few "over the shoulder" looks given but apart from that I was largely ignored. Some attempts at conversation were made but I swiftly realised that I didn't give a crap about anyone there and the appearence had been made. Added to the fact that I was now feeling about ready to make a run for the bathroom to purge the McDonalds filth I called it. I managed a whole 15 minutes in a room with her. Good work me! *cough*
Anyway, after that we were kinda bored. Wondered if anything would be starting late in Cineworld but no luck there. Nothing for it but Fibbers. We were expecting it to be just the two of us sitting in a corner, me moping and Lev trying to cheer me up.
Turns out that the vast majority of the people who used to frequent the place waaaaaay back when I started going there had decided to turn up, along with Simon, Steve, Eric, Spencer, Woody and Loec knows how many others. I wasn't left alone for more than a few seconds at any time, and if I was it was due to me being in the bathroom or running to the dance floor. And I wasn't alone there for long at any time. Spent a decent chunk of the night lying on Sorcha's lap being petted and offereing vague comforts for her indistinct problem (it may have been the one she later mentioned, she didn't say). Dance like a demented Harlequin again. Definitely Cegorach inspiring it this time, else some very naughty things would have been done with a certain someone who managed to catch my eye (at least, I think she was trying to, but meh). I realy wanted to go for it but it really wouldn't have been fair to either of us. I'm still a million little spinning fragments of confusion, and my soul still hasn't found it's way back yet. Ah well. Still, music was even better than normal, the company was good and I had a fucking good time of it. I never realised how much I missed my mouth tasting like ash after a night out, although having a chest infection means that it was probably a bad time to start smoking again. Dancing to Nancy Boy and Zero one after the other in Fibber's now ranks as one of the most enjoyable things I've ever done. And yet I can't but help wonder if a certain something would have made it better......
I think I may have scared people a bit when I screamed "Nuclear fire cleanses all hurts, dammit!" as loudly as possible when Pixies was explaining how there would soon be a war big enough for it to be later reffered to as "the war" making the time we were currently enjoying "before the war." Great discussion all round. And a cookie for anyone who guesses what city I want nuked first. Apparently I've got more venom in me than every snake on that plane combined, or so Lev says. I did have to say "I'm not drunk, I'm just bitter" a lot while ranting last night. I'm finding these rants amusing, no matter what they are about anyway.
Anyway, nitelink was it's normal annoying self, I may start getting taxi's again. Ah well. Sleep was not easy in coming, I think I managed to work up a fever. The perils of going out sick I suppose. This morning I saw something hillariousy ironic she said in lobby. I could point it out but it was long past when I saw it and still, wouldn't made the slightest bit of difference. She doesn't actualyl want anyone to lover her, that I know. Two weeks on and I'm still numb. Still in an utter state of shock over this. I hate this.